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Ivor Williams's avatar

This is very much alive for me.

I will say though firstly, that nothing in my mind can transcend the response to the question, "what happens when we die" than what Keanu Reeves once said as an magical mic drop:

"The ones that that love us, will miss us".

My background is Prussian Lutheran (mum's side) and non-practicing CoE/Catholic on my dad' (Irish and Welsh)side. They raised us with nothing, no rituals other than German folk ones (Christmas, Easter) and in recent years I've found a lot of meaning and purpose from absorbing some of the older rituals and practices from the Celtic traditions. I'll given an example I think speaks to the larger thorny problem of 'what happens when we die' and Keanu's response.

Halloween is a crappy holiday nowadays, but the festival of Samhain to me is ripe for meaning and value. It's the Celtic New Year, when the 'thin places' between the living and the dead open up. It's the time when the year has died, the dead come back and can visit us. We wear the masks and costumes to hide ourselves from the spirits we want to avoid, and celebrate the liminal moment.

I'm raising my 4 year old with the Celtic and astrological festivals because I don't hold much faith (!) in the fact that Christmas will ever look like the Christmas I was raised in or is presented to us (it never snows, its increasingly not even that cold). A breakdown in climate means the regular cadences of seasons is not a prospect for her. This gives me the existential willies.

So in an attempt to buffer against those willies, I'm finding solace in the fact that the earth will continue to spin, the sun and moon will continue to rise and fall, tilt and return. That's a constant. I can call the moon a Goddess, or a celestial spirit or a satellite. There are many festivals through the year that root to the rise and fall of the celestial bodies, and despite everything else, that won't change. That's something to raise a child around in my opinion.

What matters is that in that example, is there's a language and a festival and a sense of time that during Samhain, we can bring our dead out and remember them, and take a small moment in the year to miss them, very explicitly. It's rooted in my culture, my families generational traditions, so feels right for me. I'm thinking about how to make the most of the other times in the years and find others who enjoy it too. Because doing it with others I think is important, because we cannot hope to answer or engage with these big questions inside one family.

So that's what I'll be doing next Halloween, build a shrine for our loved ones gone, and speak their names, tell some stories, so that my daughter knows who they are. It won't require any bags of sweets or costumes, but it will hopefully connect her to something bigger than herself, which I think in time is the best we can ever hope for.

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Kartik Varma's avatar

We are Hindus, of the Upanishidic variety ie the focus is on understanding the true nature of our selves and the universe. Our 11 yo girls have been having a tough time seeing my dad on late stage palliative care. It’s been impossible to answer their questions about why their grand dad of all people has such a rare disease, and why is it so unfair. I don’t think I can answer any of these, and I don’t know if answers will help. I don’t think my beliefs come into it. The only thing I can do is to acknowledge what they are feeling, assure them their feelings are valid, and keep reminding them that I am pretty lucky and massively proud to have such compassionate kids as my daughters.

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